a new shade of life

so here's the thing.you might have noticed my back ground being very...err yellow.i think it's crappy but i'm feeling too lazy to change it back again since i just changed it earlier.so i'm posting this to say sorry if the background color is hurting your eyes or something.oh and i think the other candy colors are summery.but then again that's just me.so please do be patient with the color.it may take a while until i figure out how to make, or find, a nice layout. :D

i'm addicted to posting stuff.haha.it's not like it's my first time to blog or anything...*shrugs* maybe i'm just excited with the fact that people can actually read this blog.haha. :D bad part about this blog site is you can't put posts in private so you really have to be very carefull with what you say. :x

oh and this is my 3RD post today. :D

JAMLEGEND

a very awesome online game that Roxane introduced mw to yesterday and i instantly got hooked. :D i spent the whole afternoon today just playing.Roxane challenged me to a duel and well.i lost.

so this morning Chris picked me up at around 10 something.his dad was driving since jimmy the church driver wasn't available.we picked up Nigel after and went to ahia Jerry's place. when we got there ahia Jerry already left for manila.so we got in one of ahia Jerry's cars and shoot the secene.we had a few laughs before shooting the scene.after a few minuets, we finished.we gave back to the key of the car and then left.Chris' dad dropped me and Nigel home.

when i got home...well :D i guess the title could answer that.

btw I WELCOME AUDREY AND ANDREW TO THE JAMLEGEND ADDICTION. :)

good morning gloomy skies!

good morning. :) it's 9:34 and i'm awake and ready to go out of the house. we're shooting this morning and they're gonna pick me up at 10 i think.so to kill the time i'm playing jamlegend(i am advertising this oh so wonderful game).

i hope we finish the shoot today and i hope they pick me up already and i hope the temperature would go down a bit, it's really hot. :|

dahil sa mga kadahilanan

i woke up early to go with my little cousin to his summer class.well it's not really a class but a lesson i think, he's taught to read and write and all that.me and my sister were supposed to go to the dentist today with our dad but my dad had something to do so he rescheduled.

i went out of the house this morning with no breakfast since i already woke up late.the class started at 9 and ended at 10.when we got home ate a little, watched a little t.v. and fell asleep.i woke up at 1 and ate lunch, after that i dedicated myself online. :D roxane invited me to play jamlegend so i went right ahead.an awesome game and i instantly got hooked.

audrey went online today and so did roxane so the three of us exchanged comments on facebook. after that..well,it was all jamlegend time! :D

ate dinner around 6-ish i think.after dinner me and my aunt went out to buy bread and a Boys Over Flowers DVD.so yeah that's pretty much what happened to me today.boring. :| i might have something cool to post tomorrow...i hope i do.

we is back is business dudes

ola dudes and dudettes. :D we is back in business. i've been gone for a while as you've noticed, my last post was like November 2007 or something.haha. so yeah, i have decide to revive this blog agian. :) i have another blog, Livejournal. i kinda thought it was unfair. my friends can't see it since i put my post in private. so now that we're in college i have a huge excuse to post a lot of stuff. :D expect more from this blog...i think. :)

rak-rakan na mga dudes!

Comfort Me. . .

Fall Out Boy's playing through my computer speakers. I'm not in a good mood right now, I was never. I'm not myself for these past few days. I've changed and I know that, but i don't if it's something good or bad. I've lost my sensitivity, I'm all numb; I don't care if someone gets hurt I would say what I want to say(apparently that's bad). I've lost total control of myself. I'm a mess and I don't know how to actually fix myself.

Every thing's just wrong and I'm really frustrated and pissed. I hate everything around me, I want to just stay somewhere no one could bother me and sort things out(the bathroom??nah). I can feel the burden of being a teenager and the whole teen angst thing. I thought I would never go through that since I "thought" that I was a "STRONG" person, well I'm obviously wrong. I'm weak, weaker than(insert the thing you would have compared me to).

It's weird I'm back to the whole "worship Fall Out Boy thing" and I stopped that for 5 months now. Princess and Fall Out Boy go good together, they actually made me feel better. . . :)

"Which came first music or misery?"

-The Music or The Misery by Fall Out Boy

The Break-up

I know this is yesterday's news and I forgot to tell you and I'm telling you this now. . .Good friend Lino broke up w/ acquaintance Jinky. . .It was messy actually. . .they didn't talk about it. . .They just said their goodbyes for no clear reason. . .It was a blur. . .whats up w/ that. . .but of coarse we can't blame them for being teenagers. . .Let's admit it we do that. . .a lot. . .

Relationships are so bloody. . .

Am I really cut-out for this?

We've been planning to have a band for the most awaited battle of the bands next January. . .and we're trying to know all the stuff we need to know this sembreak. . .and I'm the problem; I'm supposed to be the drummer and I don't know a thing and I need to know the basics this sembreak. . . I'm dead. . .

Help Wanted