a test of everything we're made of

it's the second time this happened.we're all flailing arms and screams right now.this is actually too much for a normal teenager to take.it's the second time,yeah,but this time i'm scared that this isn't just a false alarm anymore.i think this time it's for real and we can't do anything about it but wait for the double lines to appear or not.i hope they don't appear.i just hope and pray that they don't.

what a disaster!

ate left over lasagna today even though there was spaghetti on the table.i woke up at 8 feeling groggy and feeling like i have a cold.i got a cold from last night.damn!

yesterDAY was fine.i went to school thinking there was an orientation,when we got there it was rescheduled.that was annoying.i picked up my uniform.dude!our uniform's so hot!i mean hot in a temperature way not the other hot.Althea and i met up with Patrick,Lemuel,Julia,Chantel, and Cathleen.Julia,Chantel,Althea and i went to our building(which is on top of a hill) by the means of our feet and it was hell!i will never try that ever again!anywho,we roamed around our building after the roaming we went down the hill and then just sat at the benches by the entrance of the main building.while sitting there we talked and called up patrick to know where they were.when we got all rounded up we decided to go to ayala and chill there.so we went roamed around.Cathleen,Julia and Chantel baught candy from ajiichiban and realized that they got ripped off.we roamed around some more and went home.i was supposed to ride a jeep but Lemuel and i couldn't find where the jeeps were so we ended up riding a taxi. :D

that part of my day was fine the other part of my day was just so wrong.

Luis called last night around 8 we talked and i was cool.i found out he's their school's new student council president and that he's also in their basketball varsity.he could be what you call the envisioned "perfect guy".these are the reasons why: he can sing,he can play guitar,he's an honor student,he's a nice guy,he's in the basketball varsity,he's the school president,he's a song writer,he's a poet,he skateboards and he's cute.he's like a guy from a movie or something...so we talked and he had to end the conversation because he had school today.i was like 10 something.i kinda felt sad and all,since i was alone and bored but i said bye.after a few minuets of just staring at the speakers and singing a little.my aunt came in my room and told me,just told me to lower the speakers.she left and after that i cried.i really cried and don't know why. :| i texted Luis cause...i don't know.he's the only person i have freshly made contact with i guess. so he texted me,saying i should call.i didn't i just replied.he replied again and it just made me feel worse(and as stupid as i am,i had to tell him that),and then he replied again and i didn't...i was so pathetic and mean to him.i am so pathetic and evil.and i so suck.i texted an apology when i woke up.what is wrong with me!

could anyone just open the ground and let me fall in it?

family bonding

yesterday was sunday.went to church,was late as usual.had lunch with my family here at my aunt's house.

the afternoon was a bore.i slept a few mins around 1:30 or something like that.i woke up and went with my dad to talisay cause he had a delivery.went home around three and slept. :D woke up at five and ate lasagna that i was supposed to help my aunt make,but i didn't. :D around 7 we all went to my garndaunt's house for dinner.i was so full that night. :s

we went home around 9 something since my cousins still had school today.i watched two movies last night out of boredom.slept around 1 something.

i have orientation today.i don't feel like going anywhere really. :|

you are awesome man

last night was awesome! :)

i finished using the computer at around 10.i went into my room and stayed there being bored as ever.so i stayed in my room lying on my bed and listening to the speakers for about an hour,i was waiting for Carl's call but he didn't call. :| so i just lied there and stared at the ceiling.i texted Luis but didn't really expect a reply cause he didn't reply to my text messages for the whole day.i ended up sitting on the floor and just singing with the ipod.haha.it was 11 i think when luis gave me a miss call and then called me. :) i answered it of course and we talked all night.

he's such a fun guy to talk to and so nice. :) he kept apologizing for not replying cause he didn't have load to text me. :D he did that three times.haha.anywho it was fun.we just kept talking on and on.we called it a night at around 2:30 am.he was getting dizzy and he's the song leader(damn can he sing!) for their service this sunday,so he needs sleep.



but there's a weird catch to all of that.earlier that afternoon i took a bath.i was already combing my hair when i saw a strand of hair from my eyelashes.i took and wished that luis would call.you know you put the strand of hair in-between your thumb and index finger.so i guessed which finger it was on and i guessed it right.and low and behold he called that night!...

so weird!

a reason to dance around

classes are moved on the 15th!! yeah! :D

i feel asleep last night,or this morning rather,at 1 am without me changing into my pajamas and turning off the t.v. i woke up at 4 to turn off the t.v. and to change.i slept with the lights on. :D

so for the most part of the day i was on the computer doing nothing.at around 5 pm we(my aunt and 2 little cousins) went to rustan's to buy groceries.i picked out lots of food. :D

summer extension! :D

new things

so my sister went back to tacloban today.her flight was 6 something i think.it feels so weird now that's she's not around.it makes me feel like my time's up and that summer's really over.i don't like it that much. :|

so i arrived from baguio last sunday.i had fun with the camp and i got to know new friends.speaking of new friends i'm texting this guy from iloilo named Luis Salinas.he's a nice and sweet guy. :) plus i gained more new close friends here in cebu. :)

but i miss my friends back at home. :(

btw mary anne, andrew and i went to ayala today to hang out.other people were supposed to be there but they didn't show. :| oh well they're busy what can we do.after ayala i went to bethany church for BYF(bethany youth fellowship).i was almost late but thank God i was just in time.i was praying real hard in the cab on my way to church. XD

so for the most part of the day i was out.it was ok. :)

i'm not ready for school yet! :|

waking up to an orange room

it's 7:06 i've been awake since 5:40.i woke up jumping out of bed because i thought i over slept,but to my surprise i didn't.thank God. :) i'm ready to leave and just waiting for the car that's gonna pick me up.i don't know if i'm excited or not.i'm excited because i'm going to manila,my dad gave me cash so that i can buy stuff,i'm gonna stay there for a week with my friends and i get to see Benson again.not excited because we're going to Bagiuo, i heared the road is hell. :| and i have motion sickness when it comes to those kinds of roads. and from what i've heard it's worse than Ormoc.so this means this is going to be bad, really bad. :S

i'll be knocked out dead for a week or two so sorry.bye bye. :)

w o w

so today was cool. :) i woke up to our maid calling me to answer the phone. my dad's maid called me to tell us that me and my sister are having our teeth checked at 9 am.so i had no choice but to get my butt out of bed and get ready.so i woke up my sister and got ready.my dad arrived at around 8 something.

we arrived at the dentist's office and waited for a bit...or was that half an hour...anyway, when he arrived i went first to get my teeth checked.i just got them checked since i already had them cleaned last march.the dentist said my teeth were a-okay.my sister had a few holes covered up.my sister finished around 11 or something like that.the three of us planned to pick up a few DVDs at my dad's friend's store,eat out(dim sum as usual,we always eat there when we're with our dad and i don't know what's up with that), and buy the stuff i needed for my trip to manila tomorrow.so we were on the way there, my dad dropped by at kia motors to get a price list of their cars.after that we went to another stop he had to go to,we were already there and were about to park when my dad suddenly backed up a taxi behind us.the three of us were like, oh crap.so we had no choice.my dad had to get the whole thing taken cared of so he let us go to ayala, since it was just a few blocks away, to buy the stuff i needed.

we rode a taxi to ayala and went straight to watson's to buy my essential toiletries.we so me and my sister went there with complaints flying out of our mouths.so i bought all the stuff i needed and found out that my ATM card was with me.i ended up being thankful that i had it with me. :) so we decided to just to have lunch at ayala since we were already there and all.we looked for an ATM outlet while debating on how much we should withdraw and where to to eat. :)) so we decided to withdraw 1500 and decided to eat at Mcdonalds. :D we ate and only spent like 300 something.haha.so we had a lot left. :D we stopped at artwork to look at stuff and ended up buying a shirt each and a coin purse for me. :)) btw i really really love my new shirt! :D we walked around went to National Bookstore, bought a magazine, and went to Fully Booked.we didn't have any money left(hence the conclusion of no money=no enregy when at malls) and so we went home.

when i got home i changed and rested for a bit.i was planning on brushing my teeth and changing since i was going to BYF.unfortunately i got distracted with the t.v. and ended up brushing my teeth at around 3:40.i was still brushing my teeth when the van that was supposed to pick me up arrived.i practically ran outside to make sure it was them,and well it was them.i ran back to the bathroom to spit the toothpaste in my mouth.i ran outside the bathroom to change again.i was screaming and swearing while i was changing and it only took me like three mins to change. :))

they rounded up all then people who were supposed to be picked up.Justine was picked up at Marco Polo (i think), so she was being her usual bubbly and happy self. :) she was telling us scary stories about marco polo, since she worked there, and ended up laughing at it rather than being scared. :)) so we arrived at Bethany around 5 something and found the others eating fruit cocktail. :)) so they invited us to eat too. :) albert asked for a high five when i got there and ahia charles was like "gi himu man na nimug laki si christie". hahaha. :)) i just looked at both of them while albert was explaining why he did that.hahaha. :)) so we headed up stairs after our little fruity feast.we had a game before we started with our discussion.the game was pask the mask. :) we were all grouped into three and was made to stand in a straight line.i was grouped with patricia,eric,albert,joy,dawn and kiara. we were supposed to pass on to each other funny looks until it reaches the last person and then after that the last person should present it with the other groups, to see who was the funniest.the funniest would win. :D and since we had albert we won.haha. :)

we went to the discussion after that.chris was asked to preach to us.he was pretty good and the scripture was good too. :) after that we prayed, chatted a bit and went home.donna and justine were on the same bus as us so we ended hearing their laugh contest from the church all the way to donna and chris' house,they laughed non-stop for about ten mins and they too made me laugh. :)) clark was next to me not noticing and trying to give me his cold. :))

so yeah it was pretty much an awesome day. :)
i've packed my stuff and i'm ready to go. :D

even drinking juice in His name would make things so much more greater. :)