breaking freakin' news.brian granados has swine flu.and it's no joke.well,according to dawn.i don't know.i'm not sure.i need to hear from other people too.but there is one confirmed case of N1h1 in st. benilde and i just hope it's not brian. :|
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
ewan
as a result to last night's talk with luis.he has just made it much more clearer that the false alarm that i was hoping for would end up as the real thing.this sucks.no,suck just doesn't cut it.this is...this is..this is hell and i can't find anything else that can describe this event in bestowed upon my life.this is screwed up and practically we're all screwed up because of this.i can't think straight.
di ko na alam.ewan.
biboy.liniliwanagan mo ang buhay ko ngayon.idol na kita.fan mo na ako.aabangan ko na ang mga sinusulat mo. :)
di ko na alam.ewan.
biboy.liniliwanagan mo ang buhay ko ngayon.idol na kita.fan mo na ako.aabangan ko na ang mga sinusulat mo. :)
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
a test of everything we're made of
it's the second time this happened.we're all flailing arms and screams right now.this is actually too much for a normal teenager to take.it's the second time,yeah,but this time i'm scared that this isn't just a false alarm anymore.i think this time it's for real and we can't do anything about it but wait for the double lines to appear or not.i hope they don't appear.i just hope and pray that they don't.
what a disaster!
ate left over lasagna today even though there was spaghetti on the table.i woke up at 8 feeling groggy and feeling like i have a cold.i got a cold from last night.damn!
yesterDAY was fine.i went to school thinking there was an orientation,when we got there it was rescheduled.that was annoying.i picked up my uniform.dude!our uniform's so hot!i mean hot in a temperature way not the other hot.Althea and i met up with Patrick,Lemuel,Julia,Chantel, and Cathleen.Julia,Chantel,Althea and i went to our building(which is on top of a hill) by the means of our feet and it was hell!i will never try that ever again!anywho,we roamed around our building after the roaming we went down the hill and then just sat at the benches by the entrance of the main building.while sitting there we talked and called up patrick to know where they were.when we got all rounded up we decided to go to ayala and chill there.so we went roamed around.Cathleen,Julia and Chantel baught candy from ajiichiban and realized that they got ripped off.we roamed around some more and went home.i was supposed to ride a jeep but Lemuel and i couldn't find where the jeeps were so we ended up riding a taxi. :D
that part of my day was fine the other part of my day was just so wrong.
Luis called last night around 8 we talked and i was cool.i found out he's their school's new student council president and that he's also in their basketball varsity.he could be what you call the envisioned "perfect guy".these are the reasons why: he can sing,he can play guitar,he's an honor student,he's a nice guy,he's in the basketball varsity,he's the school president,he's a song writer,he's a poet,he skateboards and he's cute.he's like a guy from a movie or something...so we talked and he had to end the conversation because he had school today.i was like 10 something.i kinda felt sad and all,since i was alone and bored but i said bye.after a few minuets of just staring at the speakers and singing a little.my aunt came in my room and told me,just told me to lower the speakers.she left and after that i cried.i really cried and don't know why. :| i texted Luis cause...i don't know.he's the only person i have freshly made contact with i guess. so he texted me,saying i should call.i didn't i just replied.he replied again and it just made me feel worse(and as stupid as i am,i had to tell him that),and then he replied again and i didn't...i was so pathetic and mean to him.i am so pathetic and evil.and i so suck.i texted an apology when i woke up.what is wrong with me!
could anyone just open the ground and let me fall in it?
yesterDAY was fine.i went to school thinking there was an orientation,when we got there it was rescheduled.that was annoying.i picked up my uniform.dude!our uniform's so hot!i mean hot in a temperature way not the other hot.Althea and i met up with Patrick,Lemuel,Julia,Chantel, and Cathleen.Julia,Chantel,Althea and i went to our building(which is on top of a hill) by the means of our feet and it was hell!i will never try that ever again!anywho,we roamed around our building after the roaming we went down the hill and then just sat at the benches by the entrance of the main building.while sitting there we talked and called up patrick to know where they were.when we got all rounded up we decided to go to ayala and chill there.so we went roamed around.Cathleen,Julia and Chantel baught candy from ajiichiban and realized that they got ripped off.we roamed around some more and went home.i was supposed to ride a jeep but Lemuel and i couldn't find where the jeeps were so we ended up riding a taxi. :D
that part of my day was fine the other part of my day was just so wrong.
Luis called last night around 8 we talked and i was cool.i found out he's their school's new student council president and that he's also in their basketball varsity.he could be what you call the envisioned "perfect guy".these are the reasons why: he can sing,he can play guitar,he's an honor student,he's a nice guy,he's in the basketball varsity,he's the school president,he's a song writer,he's a poet,he skateboards and he's cute.he's like a guy from a movie or something...so we talked and he had to end the conversation because he had school today.i was like 10 something.i kinda felt sad and all,since i was alone and bored but i said bye.after a few minuets of just staring at the speakers and singing a little.my aunt came in my room and told me,just told me to lower the speakers.she left and after that i cried.i really cried and don't know why. :| i texted Luis cause...i don't know.he's the only person i have freshly made contact with i guess. so he texted me,saying i should call.i didn't i just replied.he replied again and it just made me feel worse(and as stupid as i am,i had to tell him that),and then he replied again and i didn't...i was so pathetic and mean to him.i am so pathetic and evil.and i so suck.i texted an apology when i woke up.what is wrong with me!
could anyone just open the ground and let me fall in it?
Monday, June 8, 2009
family bonding
yesterday was sunday.went to church,was late as usual.had lunch with my family here at my aunt's house.
the afternoon was a bore.i slept a few mins around 1:30 or something like that.i woke up and went with my dad to talisay cause he had a delivery.went home around three and slept. :D woke up at five and ate lasagna that i was supposed to help my aunt make,but i didn't. :D around 7 we all went to my garndaunt's house for dinner.i was so full that night. :s
we went home around 9 something since my cousins still had school today.i watched two movies last night out of boredom.slept around 1 something.
i have orientation today.i don't feel like going anywhere really. :|
the afternoon was a bore.i slept a few mins around 1:30 or something like that.i woke up and went with my dad to talisay cause he had a delivery.went home around three and slept. :D woke up at five and ate lasagna that i was supposed to help my aunt make,but i didn't. :D around 7 we all went to my garndaunt's house for dinner.i was so full that night. :s
we went home around 9 something since my cousins still had school today.i watched two movies last night out of boredom.slept around 1 something.
i have orientation today.i don't feel like going anywhere really. :|
Sunday, June 7, 2009
you are awesome man
last night was awesome! :)
i finished using the computer at around 10.i went into my room and stayed there being bored as ever.so i stayed in my room lying on my bed and listening to the speakers for about an hour,i was waiting for Carl's call but he didn't call. :| so i just lied there and stared at the ceiling.i texted Luis but didn't really expect a reply cause he didn't reply to my text messages for the whole day.i ended up sitting on the floor and just singing with the ipod.haha.it was 11 i think when luis gave me a miss call and then called me. :) i answered it of course and we talked all night.
he's such a fun guy to talk to and so nice. :) he kept apologizing for not replying cause he didn't have load to text me. :D he did that three times.haha.anywho it was fun.we just kept talking on and on.we called it a night at around 2:30 am.he was getting dizzy and he's the song leader(damn can he sing!) for their service this sunday,so he needs sleep.
but there's a weird catch to all of that.earlier that afternoon i took a bath.i was already combing my hair when i saw a strand of hair from my eyelashes.i took and wished that luis would call.you know you put the strand of hair in-between your thumb and index finger.so i guessed which finger it was on and i guessed it right.and low and behold he called that night!...
so weird!
i finished using the computer at around 10.i went into my room and stayed there being bored as ever.so i stayed in my room lying on my bed and listening to the speakers for about an hour,i was waiting for Carl's call but he didn't call. :| so i just lied there and stared at the ceiling.i texted Luis but didn't really expect a reply cause he didn't reply to my text messages for the whole day.i ended up sitting on the floor and just singing with the ipod.haha.it was 11 i think when luis gave me a miss call and then called me. :) i answered it of course and we talked all night.
he's such a fun guy to talk to and so nice. :) he kept apologizing for not replying cause he didn't have load to text me. :D he did that three times.haha.anywho it was fun.we just kept talking on and on.we called it a night at around 2:30 am.he was getting dizzy and he's the song leader(damn can he sing!) for their service this sunday,so he needs sleep.
but there's a weird catch to all of that.earlier that afternoon i took a bath.i was already combing my hair when i saw a strand of hair from my eyelashes.i took and wished that luis would call.you know you put the strand of hair in-between your thumb and index finger.so i guessed which finger it was on and i guessed it right.and low and behold he called that night!...
so weird!
Saturday, June 6, 2009
a reason to dance around
classes are moved on the 15th!! yeah! :D
i feel asleep last night,or this morning rather,at 1 am without me changing into my pajamas and turning off the t.v. i woke up at 4 to turn off the t.v. and to change.i slept with the lights on. :D
so for the most part of the day i was on the computer doing nothing.at around 5 pm we(my aunt and 2 little cousins) went to rustan's to buy groceries.i picked out lots of food. :D
summer extension! :D
i feel asleep last night,or this morning rather,at 1 am without me changing into my pajamas and turning off the t.v. i woke up at 4 to turn off the t.v. and to change.i slept with the lights on. :D
so for the most part of the day i was on the computer doing nothing.at around 5 pm we(my aunt and 2 little cousins) went to rustan's to buy groceries.i picked out lots of food. :D
summer extension! :D
Friday, June 5, 2009
new things
so my sister went back to tacloban today.her flight was 6 something i think.it feels so weird now that's she's not around.it makes me feel like my time's up and that summer's really over.i don't like it that much. :|
so i arrived from baguio last sunday.i had fun with the camp and i got to know new friends.speaking of new friends i'm texting this guy from iloilo named Luis Salinas.he's a nice and sweet guy. :) plus i gained more new close friends here in cebu. :)
but i miss my friends back at home. :(
btw mary anne, andrew and i went to ayala today to hang out.other people were supposed to be there but they didn't show. :| oh well they're busy what can we do.after ayala i went to bethany church for BYF(bethany youth fellowship).i was almost late but thank God i was just in time.i was praying real hard in the cab on my way to church. XD
so for the most part of the day i was out.it was ok. :)
i'm not ready for school yet! :|
so i arrived from baguio last sunday.i had fun with the camp and i got to know new friends.speaking of new friends i'm texting this guy from iloilo named Luis Salinas.he's a nice and sweet guy. :) plus i gained more new close friends here in cebu. :)
but i miss my friends back at home. :(
btw mary anne, andrew and i went to ayala today to hang out.other people were supposed to be there but they didn't show. :| oh well they're busy what can we do.after ayala i went to bethany church for BYF(bethany youth fellowship).i was almost late but thank God i was just in time.i was praying real hard in the cab on my way to church. XD
so for the most part of the day i was out.it was ok. :)
i'm not ready for school yet! :|
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