a verbal failure

so today was okay.

we were singing at the guidance office around 4 earlier, while waiting for our next class. :D

i miss singing with other people. :D

btw!i forgot to tell you.i'm the vice president for class/block....whatever.they nominated me and no one nominated other people so they had no other option. :))

it just daunted me tonight that my life is a bore and i'm more or less a loser in my own and other social rights. O.O

i want to be cool.i want to be awesome.but then things just don't go that way.i have a too active conscience and too good judgment to give in to what's normally cool. :/

it's either that or i'm just delusional and need some help getting reality back as soon as possible.geez i'm whining like a 13 year old. :|

god i miss you, and it's only been the second day. O.O

i guess feeling bad about myself just happens when i don't talk to you.idk.