buckets of expectations and drums of pain. . .

Here we go again. . . but it's not for me. . . It's for Roxy. . .and it's all my fault. . .I had to infect her w/ my sickness of crushing on older guys. . .now she fell. . .again! w/ three guys. . .Rezealf-50% , Errol-?? , Joey-??. . .and here come the gazes, the funny feelings, the butterflies, the expectations and wrong interpretations. . .

She might get hurt. . .well she already did. . .Errol has someone, Rezealf can't have a girlfriend and Joey still a question mark. . .Rezealf is a nice guy there's no problem w/ that. . .the other two are also question marks. . .I don't want to see her have mood swings because of these guys. . .and I don't want her to fall really deep like what happened last time. . .she might get hurt again. . .

I'm scared coz' I know her tendencies. . .and trust me it's scary. . .But I know she knows what to do. . .and I know she knows what her limitations are and she knows that I'm just here. . .

Caution: Deep Hole