Friday, September 7, 2007

Head Straightening . Head Hurting . Teen Problems

I'm confused and "Fucked up" (sorry for the word). . .a lot of stuff are happening at the moment and I'm confused at the same time hurt. . .

  1. I don't know if I still like him. . .I'm confused. . .there are nights that I think of him. . .there are nights that I just don't want to think about him. . .I think I like him but then I actually don't. . .This is confusing. . .should I bear hope or just give up. . .I mean it doesn't mean that will ever love/like me. . ."I'm willing to let go but my heart isn't"- Lino
  2. I feel the effin' gap dude! I don't know about you but I do. . .were just meters away but I can feel your not there and you aren't actually enjoying the company. . . I miss you dude. . .your to hard to reach. . .We've lost the closeness we had before. . .your not the same. . .I miss you. . .
  3. I feel so alone. . .no one wants to listen to me. . .I don't know where to go. . . I need a sense of direction. . .I need someone to talk to. . .
  4. High above the clouds during the day. . .rock bottom at night. . .I don't know whats up. . . EMO?? I don't know. . .
  5. Money talk. . .Mom's having issues w/ our business. . .I think were going broke. . .I can live w/ that. . .
  6. Effin' insecurities! I'm insecure. . .everyone is at our age. . .
  7. I want to DIE! I want to GO! I want to STAY! I want to make up my mind!
  8. My friends have there own hang ups and no one's telling me. . .I'm so left out. . .
  9. Optimistic and Pessimistic at the same time. . .confused again. . .
  10. He doesn't seem to be happy when chatting w/ me. . .he isn't replying. . .so disappointed. . .so down. . .

-Everyone left w/out me-

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