Future. . .

I hate to admit it but. . .I'm think of my future right now and I'm thinking seriously about life after high school which is college. . .Its just a few years away and to make it exact its just 2 more years away before my school kicks me out for college. . .I'm actually afraid to be a failure to not reach my goal and to not reach success. . .I can't bare to think not passing college,not getting a job and just end up depending on my parents or relatives. . .it scares me. . .and it just gets worse coz' my relatives are pressuring me to take nursing when I don't even want to. . .yeah I know its for my own good but still. . .I want to take photography but I'm afraid to fail and not be able to take it. . .(urgh! get a grip of yourself you still have one more year to think what you want to take up. . .right??). . .AMBUT! bhala na?? whatever goes. . .