Thursday, November 8, 2007

Comfort Me. . .

Fall Out Boy's playing through my computer speakers. I'm not in a good mood right now, I was never. I'm not myself for these past few days. I've changed and I know that, but i don't if it's something good or bad. I've lost my sensitivity, I'm all numb; I don't care if someone gets hurt I would say what I want to say(apparently that's bad). I've lost total control of myself. I'm a mess and I don't know how to actually fix myself.

Every thing's just wrong and I'm really frustrated and pissed. I hate everything around me, I want to just stay somewhere no one could bother me and sort things out(the bathroom??nah). I can feel the burden of being a teenager and the whole teen angst thing. I thought I would never go through that since I "thought" that I was a "STRONG" person, well I'm obviously wrong. I'm weak, weaker than(insert the thing you would have compared me to).

It's weird I'm back to the whole "worship Fall Out Boy thing" and I stopped that for 5 months now. Princess and Fall Out Boy go good together, they actually made me feel better. . . :)

"Which came first music or misery?"
-The Music or The Misery by Fall Out Boy