today was just....i wanted to sleep the whole day. :))

had a lot of laughs today.it was nice. :)

right now i wanna sleep. :P

we had graphics today.man, that was tiring.

our CWTS tomorrow is at 11 am! :D

i wanna talk to you.i wanna hear your voice. :(

it's 1 am.

i'm supposed to be sleeping.i have class in the morning...later.

i'm supposed to be done with my self symbol in ReEd.

all i do is reblog stuff on tumblr and read Love, Stargirl.

i'm loving Love, Stargirl.i'm already half way through the book. :)

i need to buy my ReEd book later.before class.when i get to school.

we texted tonight.that made me feel better. it made the qweezy feeling fleet from me. :)

i'm listening to Passion Pit.they are love. :)

i wanna watch the sun rise for no reason.

i wanna take a good long walk.i miss those.the kind that the only thing you can hear are your thoughts.

i wanna write some more.like i used to.the pen sliding down the paper is soothing.

i want to be a poet.the kind that sit in parks and cafe's, and just stare at people. :)

i want to have my own camera and take photos again.take useless random things.

i want to hug you tight until you beg me to let you go. :)

i want to go on a long drive with the windows down and the wind on my face.

i want to listen to music while i walk around, like before, and silently sing along in my head.

i want to wake up at 8 in the morning like i used to.i wonder if the sun here looks the same as the one back at home.

i want to hold your hand and maybe, just maybe, never let go of it.

i want to go star gazing.with the sky pitch black and millions of stars staring down at me, like that one summer before.

i want to lie on the grass and look at the clouds.make up shapes like squares, triangle, elephants, turtles and trucks.

i want to dance under the rain.feel if it's cold or warm like how sweat feels on me.

i want to live and not just exsit.be alive.


you should get to know Stargirl. she'll do wonders on how you look at things. :)

my uncle is sleeping in the bed next to mine. :))

he's here in cebu and spent the night here. :P

i just finished watching Paper Heart.i liked it. :) it was nice. :D

i miss you!!so much!and it just feels like you don't care. :(

i feel bad and qweezy when i miss you.i don't like that. :(

got a 1.3 on my christmas card.yeah! :D

ate at Alberto's pizza this afternoon with althea, patrick and cathleen. :)

i should be doing my homework but then i don't have a ReEd book. :P

i miss you so much it hurts. :(

i just saw the Dear John trailer.OMGZZ i really wanna watch it!!! it's so nice! :)

today was fun. :)

got a lot of laugh with van and the others. :)

i miss van. :(

i haven't seen him in a while.

i'm supposed to be finishing my plate in design. :P

luis is worrying me. :|

i am yet again...BROKE. :/

i suck at budgeting. :|

i just watched new moon today!

it was worth lining up for for two hours. :)

i take back what i said about taylor.he is HOT. :))

i regretted wearing shorts to the cinema. :P

i watched it with yroll and cathleen. :)

tree planting.crappy tree planting.

i got a bruise because of that. :|

had coffee at Seattle's Best.it was so yummy! :D it was better than startbucks! :P

they're also giving away a 2010 journal. :P

we saw ma'am aliño there. :D

watched a praise and worship concert tonight.i went with ahia charles, patty, mariann, martin, chris, clark, donna, ahia jerry and two other people i didn't know. :P

i feel soooo tired.i think i might sleep earlier than usual.

my body hurts so bad. :|

today was a bore! :/

we had a plate in freehand.booo.haha.

i hate doing something pen and ink. :| i suck at it.

i more day and it's all back to normal.hopefully. :)

the internet is getting boring.

i just started reading Love,Stargirl. :)

i'm so sensitive theses days.a simple break-up song would make me feel so sad. O.O it's weird.

i'm into reading again. :D <3

i missing getting hugs.i do get them once in a while but i miss the people who usually give them and the people i usually give them too. :|

and yes i mean you lou-anne.

chad gave me a hug earlier.but chad doesn't cut my hugging needs. :))

we have a tree planting thing this saturday. :/

i ate ube ice cream earlier.idk why i picked ube.i don't even like it. :S

i got home while it was still day light.such a miracle. :P

and i feel asleep again when i got home. :))

god i miss your voice.just one more day.

so today was okay.

we were singing at the guidance office around 4 earlier, while waiting for our next class. :D

i miss singing with other people. :D

btw!i forgot to tell you.i'm the vice president for class/block....whatever.they nominated me and no one nominated other people so they had no other option. :))

it just daunted me tonight that my life is a bore and i'm more or less a loser in my own and other social rights. O.O

i want to be cool.i want to be awesome.but then things just don't go that way.i have a too active conscience and too good judgment to give in to what's normally cool. :/

it's either that or i'm just delusional and need some help getting reality back as soon as possible.geez i'm whining like a 13 year old. :|

god i miss you, and it's only been the second day. O.O

i guess feeling bad about myself just happens when i don't talk to you.idk.

i just watched (500) days of summer. :)

i loved it.heart breaking but still awesome. :)

i want eskimo kisses. :) <3

it's 1 am.i should sleep. :P

today.i tired myself by walking around ayala and sm. :))

CWTS was a failure.no teacher. :P

ayala was packed with people.they had a mall wide sale. O.O

there were so many people.

while sm on the other had still had people but no taxis. :/

i had to wait for almost an hour just to get a taxi.man.that sucked.

i got tempted. :| i used the money for my school books on a shirt and a hat. O.O

if my dad find's out.i am so screwed. :O

but then i'll just take it out on my allowance next week. :P

boho though.i woun't have money next week.oh well it's my own doing. :)

i watched this documentary about the 9/11 incident on t.v. earlier.man.no matter how many times i've seen documentaries like that i could never watch it lying down.i always watching it sitting up right.

life blows!

i hate it when this happens.

:|

we were supposed to have graphics today but then no teacher showed up.

i hope we still get Arch. Miagallos :D i like his style. :)) plus i passed last sem. :D

btw i forgot to tells yous! my freehand teacher is in a magazine and possible in a t.v. show. :D go Mr. Muña! :D

CWTS tomorrow. :/ i wonder who our teacher is?

we had classes in all of our minor subjects.bummer. :\ oh well.we have seating plans for fili and Reed.

i don't have books yet.all i have is english.andrew sold it to me. :))

we have a plate in design next week.gah! :S we're gonna make a christmas card. :))

we also have a plate in AA too.

we were all hyper earlier. :)) like around 5 something. joyce was just laughing like crazy. :)) tessa was well, her usual happy self. :)) kevin puracan was so noisy. van was just crazy. :))

we were so noisy walking down the hills of san carlos. :)) we passed by the other side/ long cut. :P we were feeling adventurous. :)

today was kinda boring and fun at the same time. :)

i got my grades today! :D

i'm happy with them. :D mostly got 1 point somethings.i actually got good grades.that never happens to me. :))

coffee's making me feel sick.that has never happened. :S

i wanna buy lots and lots of books. :D

i wanna watch (500) Days of Summer right this very moment...but then i'm still downloading it. :P

i hate the feeling you get when you're missing someone.it's like a big chunk of you is lost floating somewhere. :/

i get a puking feeling when i get jealous, at least i think it's jealousy.is it? o.o?

i'm getting bored of tumblr. :P

i just found out a few seconds ago missing someone gives me that sick feeling too. :S

so okay.logically 'i need you' would more or less sound better than 'i love you' but then 'i love you' just sounds way freakin' better for some reason. :)

my bathroom drainage is broken. :|

i can't do pee, take a bath or wash my hands in my bathroom. :(

fuvck! :/

school tomorrow.i mean proper classes. :P

i'm gonna wear my uniform already. :/

i'm addicted to tumblr. :))

Metric! :D they're so cool. :)

ate dinner at my aunt's house tonight.i only ate pork belly and rice. :P

luis in the hospital again.food poisoning. :(

he's always so accident pron. sometimes i think i'd wake up one day and find out that he's dead. O.O

the thought freaks me out. :S

my aunt who was in the US came home last week i think and had dinner with us. :)

i hope luis gets better. *sigh*

oi niña! mayda ka waray ig yakan ha ak han ngka chat kita!

sugaray tui!

:))

i hate PMS. i hate being a girl. :/

stupid hormones make you feel so low and the make you feel so happy.

i hate what girls have to go through. :|

whispering.i like whispering.i've always thought of that. :)

i feel

in love

worried

and

sick

at the same time.

i....i.....i don't know. :|

we're having issues for the first time. i loath myself, it's because of me.

i don't know what i'm supposed to feel now.

1st day of class today. :)

practically did nothing. :P just sat around school and hanged out since there were no teachers yet. :))

i arrived from manila yesterday.

i was so freakin' tired.

our flight got delayed. :| and we got caught in traffic on our way home. :/

i hate luis' jokes.they're bad and evil. :|

me and my friends don't have the same schedules.sucks man. :|

i miss listening to Armor For Sleep and Taking Back Sunday.i forgot how much i love them. :)

slept at my aunt's house last night, i'm still here btw. :D

called off the bet with luis.well actually i accepted defeat. :P i just couldn't do it. :))

leaving for manila later at 5.

for some reason i feel so low and insure.i feel very worthless. :|

i'm having one of those days again. *sigh* :(