:D

the dreadful subject was faced and it went pretty well. :D i got my first very good statement from my teacher!yehey! :D

so today was okay.it was fun.got to hang out with my classmates.i noticed that our block hangs out together.most of us get together in one area when we're waiting for a subject. :)

i was supposed to watch transformers 2 with kevin this morning.but then i told him last night that i was supposed to go to the main campus today.but then i woke up late so i didn't go to the main campus. :)) but then he doesn't know that. :D so i told him to just watch it on thursday.so i hope i can go this thursday.i've been dying to watch it too.

12.08

its already 12.08 and i just got on the computer.i forgot i had homework.i got too busy drawing.i just drew and texted for the most part of the night.i was getting paranoid since it's fundamental design tomorrow and we need to draw something and i'm scared my drawing might suck real bad and i might get a 5. o_o

oh and by the way san carlos has 1 confirmed h1n1 case. :D taga sciences building. :))

zombie -.-

i feel like hell but then i don't wanna sleep yet.it's already 12.i don't know.i'm still talking to giane online catching up and all that.i'm texting with my classmate kevin puracan.he has insomia like roxane. :))

hay.

so i got home from ayala at around 8:30.i was with faye,cathleen,chantel,leo,patrick,jed,jad,julia,stephanie,dado and lemuel.we were supposed to attend our school aquaintance party but we skipped it, it was pretty much boring and the gym was so hot,the program was held at the USC main campus.there were a lot of freshmen there.damn.i didn't know we were that many.so we skipped the whole ordeal.went around ayala looking at stuff.we ate at the food court,at the top floor,we had dimsum break. :) after our diner we headed down stairs,stephanie and cathleen wanted to ride the elevator so we let them but had a bet.hahaha.the bet was that we were the first to be at the ground floor.haha.we were running down the escalator like crazy.hahahaha.we looked crazy and we were laughing like hell. :)) so got to the ground floor and found that cathleen and stephanie were no where to be found.so faye and i went to Topshop and looked around.i found a lot of cool clothes there but then they were just a bit too pricy. :P but they were so awesome.me and faye were drooling. :)) so we went around some more.we found steph and cath a little later.after a lot of waiting.we went home.i rode a taxi.

i'm pooped.we still have CWTS tomorrow. :|

ageeee!

bah! i'm tired! i haven't finished my assignment in religion.i don't know the exact details of our assignments. >:P ka way ayu ani!

i think we have a compulsory acquaintance party.i'm not sure if i'm going or not. :| i don't feel like going.

yehes Lord!Thank you! :)

mga higala!may computer na ako! :D ako ay natutuwa as in tuwang-tuwa (if you're wondering why it's in tagalog well because before posting this i read luwans blog.tagalog na kasi ang adik).


anyhu.today was okay. :) had a lot of good laughs.so i woke up at 6.30.i had spam for breakfast yum! :D our 1st subject was ReEd(relihiyun) we had an assignment given to us on moday so we submmited them.the next period was philosophy, for some reason philo was boring today,or was i just sleepy.after that was english.this time my seatmate,ken,talked to me.haha.i just found out yesterday that he didn't talk to me because he thought i didn't speak bisaya,he would just smile at me,and he's a very talkative dude.haha.my last class for this morning was filipino.nagkaroon kami ng talakayan tungkol sa mga iba't-ibang pagbigkas.ngayon ko lang napansin na mahirap pa la yun.marami kasi magkakapareho ang bigas e.kaya nalilito kami.pagkatapos sa talakayan e nag-quiz kami kagad.pare 1-15 mga bigkas.ang hirap! :|


in the afternoon our class was AA 111 an intro to advertising.that was just boring man.most of the people in the class were sleepy and bored like hell.haha.after the disscusion we were divided into groups for our projects next week.we're supposed to make a print ad,since we were assigned with a brand ad,we're gonna make our own brand to advertise.i'm grouped with van,jessie,chuck,penelope and ralph.we were dismissed early so we had time to hang around school and talk.

i now shall download stuff!yeah! :D

sunday!

no class

went to ayala

bought new havaianas

school tomorrow

need to go home

in a hurry!

i'm missing people :(

things are getting awkward with....

good day...evening...week.

so it's been almost a week since i last posted something.i've been itching to post stuff but then my computer at my dad's house hasn't been set up yet.we still need to buy a UPS.so since i owe myself a week's post i'll be talking about my week. :D

monday.so monday was the first day of classes.woke up around 5 something and watched t.v. with my dad until 5.30 something i think.got to school at around 7.30.went to the theater thingy and saw chantel and the others.went to sign the attendance.i didn't know my block,i found out i was block b.saw a lot of familiar faces.had an orientation for the whole day.got out around 5 something.i commuted home for the first time!and i arrived home in one piece. :D

tuesday.didn't have classes in the morning.went to school around 1 something,my dad took me to school.we had another orientation from the guidance office.i introduced myself to them.found myself looking at the floor for the most part of my intro.i made friends with the person sitting next to me.we finished at around 4.we had a few hours to spair so we just loitered around cafa.we had a hard time looking for our P.E. class, so me and althea got tired and gave up.i waited at the cafa entrance for my dad.ended up going down the hill and walking to the main gate.my dad arrived around 6.30.went to buy groceries a.k.a junk food and went home.

wednesday.it was our first time to actually go in a class room.had the usual first day happenings in a classroom.introduced myself more than two times.talked to a few people.we didn't have class in the afternoon and just hung around our building....

......i can't really remember clearly....

saturday.went to school at around 8.30 for my CWTS class at 9.our teacher is kinda scary but can still manage to make jokes.finished around 11.went to the library to cool ourselves and wait for faye.me,jed,althea and faye hung around the library for a while.went to the cafeteria to eat.cathleen and patrick came.we talked.just hanged.went to the main campus,to buy books, in downtown after waiting for years for chantel to get ready.found out that the main campus office was closed.after planning where to go next.we went separate was.cathleen,chantel,patrick and julia went to SNE bookstore to buy books.faye,leo,jed,althea and me went to alaya.we meet up with yroll and andrew.went to national bookstore to buy stuff.stayed there for a really long time.yroll went home.then chantel and julia.after the buying we went to the food court to eat.my aunt picked me up and went home.stayed at the dinner table just having conversations w/ my aunt and uncle.my uncle asked me that pastor francis asked him if i was ready to take a dip in the church pool. :) and yes i am very much ready to do so.
man i'm so tired... -_-

SUNday

sunday.how ironic is that?sunday has sun in it but it's not sunny today.rain's been pouring hard these days.a big evidence that it really is june,the rainy wet season.so as expected on sunday i go to church.i was supposed to give Pastor Francise my notebook but i forgot to bring it. :D so i'll be giving it to him next week.the family got together again since it is sunday.we had lunch together and we're gonna have dinner together.today is the day i'll be moving in with my dad too.

yesterday was SATurday.saturday has sat in it but then who do people go out and have fun on saturday and not just stay at home and sit.ironic.so yesterday night was a bore,same as the afternoon.luis and i texted,he left.i finished a book,Brida by Paulo Coheleo.luis and i texted again.roxane and i talked on the phone.luis slept.i lied in bed and contemplated on stuff.i took a bath.slept.

classes start tomorrow. :|

Jelly: Haha.i dnt knw. :D mayb of love too.bt nt so mch. :] why ar you thinkng of ur song?i myt b of help. :D
Peanut: Hehehe. .U gave me help already. .Inspiring me everyday is da bst help frm u.


:)

drip drip drip

cebu is drenched in rain water right now.the weather outside is hell,the thunder and lightning are having a fiesta outside.scaring little children.it's only three in the afternoon and it already feels like it's six.

facebook freakin' blocked my commenting privileges!ampness!ageee!napangalas! :|

now i'm all cranky. :|

last night

went out for dinner.ate at a japanese resto at crown regency hotel.it's my second time to eat there and i still couldn't get their name.haha.we went to coffee bean after that.i like coffee bean better than starbucks. :D their coffee isn't that sweet and sugary like starbucks. :)

talked to Luis for a bit.texted Jesswa a while.wrote on my journal/notebook/whatever.i made my list of thing to do before i die last night.i stopped at no. 38. :)

no no no no!

i want a no!i want a freakin' no!please tell me this isn't happening please.......

this is too much.really it is.

the answer is a...yes. :(

it's...it's...yeah

i don't know if she's taken it yet.it's eating me up.it's getting to Roxane.we're in pain.we need to get this over with. :|

Peanut Butter is in a camp in bacolod.i don't know why there's a camp going on in june.it's just weird.too bad we're not in one city,if we were i would have asked for a souvenir.

i should be careful shouldn't i?i wouldn't want to get into something deep and regret it after.not good,never good.the road we're going to is pretty familiar. o_o

save our sanity

we're your friends we get that.we care for you,we love you and at the moment we are trying our very best to understand you.you are not the only affected person here.we're affected by all of this too you know.we are loosing every inch of sanity left with us just because you woun't do it.dude you have to do it.it's for you're own good and for our own good too.you have to do this to save what we have left man.we're all clinging to a hope that all of this is just a false alarm but while we still don't know the answer to that we're all gonna go freakin' crazy thinking about this whole ordeal.we're not blaming you or whatever,we just want you to settle this thing because we know that this is the scariest thing someone could go through.this is for your own good.we want you to deal with what the truth has to give you,we love you too much.

it's true!

*gasp* it's true! brian has swine flu.he's the reason why st. benilde canceled classes.he has swine flu.brian granados.someone i know.a friend of mine has swine flu. O_O his dad has it too.man this week has just gotten crazier. O_O

i'm texting brian as soon as jesswa sends his number to me.i just hope she doesn't forget about it.

oh crap.seriously.

breaking freakin' news.brian granados has swine flu.and it's no joke.well,according to dawn.i don't know.i'm not sure.i need to hear from other people too.but there is one confirmed case of N1h1 in st. benilde and i just hope it's not brian. :|

ewan

as a result to last night's talk with luis.he has just made it much more clearer that the false alarm that i was hoping for would end up as the real thing.this sucks.no,suck just doesn't cut it.this is...this is..this is hell and i can't find anything else that can describe this event in bestowed upon my life.this is screwed up and practically we're all screwed up because of this.i can't think straight.

di ko na alam.ewan.

biboy.liniliwanagan mo ang buhay ko ngayon.idol na kita.fan mo na ako.aabangan ko na ang mga sinusulat mo. :)

a test of everything we're made of

it's the second time this happened.we're all flailing arms and screams right now.this is actually too much for a normal teenager to take.it's the second time,yeah,but this time i'm scared that this isn't just a false alarm anymore.i think this time it's for real and we can't do anything about it but wait for the double lines to appear or not.i hope they don't appear.i just hope and pray that they don't.

what a disaster!

ate left over lasagna today even though there was spaghetti on the table.i woke up at 8 feeling groggy and feeling like i have a cold.i got a cold from last night.damn!

yesterDAY was fine.i went to school thinking there was an orientation,when we got there it was rescheduled.that was annoying.i picked up my uniform.dude!our uniform's so hot!i mean hot in a temperature way not the other hot.Althea and i met up with Patrick,Lemuel,Julia,Chantel, and Cathleen.Julia,Chantel,Althea and i went to our building(which is on top of a hill) by the means of our feet and it was hell!i will never try that ever again!anywho,we roamed around our building after the roaming we went down the hill and then just sat at the benches by the entrance of the main building.while sitting there we talked and called up patrick to know where they were.when we got all rounded up we decided to go to ayala and chill there.so we went roamed around.Cathleen,Julia and Chantel baught candy from ajiichiban and realized that they got ripped off.we roamed around some more and went home.i was supposed to ride a jeep but Lemuel and i couldn't find where the jeeps were so we ended up riding a taxi. :D

that part of my day was fine the other part of my day was just so wrong.

Luis called last night around 8 we talked and i was cool.i found out he's their school's new student council president and that he's also in their basketball varsity.he could be what you call the envisioned "perfect guy".these are the reasons why: he can sing,he can play guitar,he's an honor student,he's a nice guy,he's in the basketball varsity,he's the school president,he's a song writer,he's a poet,he skateboards and he's cute.he's like a guy from a movie or something...so we talked and he had to end the conversation because he had school today.i was like 10 something.i kinda felt sad and all,since i was alone and bored but i said bye.after a few minuets of just staring at the speakers and singing a little.my aunt came in my room and told me,just told me to lower the speakers.she left and after that i cried.i really cried and don't know why. :| i texted Luis cause...i don't know.he's the only person i have freshly made contact with i guess. so he texted me,saying i should call.i didn't i just replied.he replied again and it just made me feel worse(and as stupid as i am,i had to tell him that),and then he replied again and i didn't...i was so pathetic and mean to him.i am so pathetic and evil.and i so suck.i texted an apology when i woke up.what is wrong with me!

could anyone just open the ground and let me fall in it?

family bonding

yesterday was sunday.went to church,was late as usual.had lunch with my family here at my aunt's house.

the afternoon was a bore.i slept a few mins around 1:30 or something like that.i woke up and went with my dad to talisay cause he had a delivery.went home around three and slept. :D woke up at five and ate lasagna that i was supposed to help my aunt make,but i didn't. :D around 7 we all went to my garndaunt's house for dinner.i was so full that night. :s

we went home around 9 something since my cousins still had school today.i watched two movies last night out of boredom.slept around 1 something.

i have orientation today.i don't feel like going anywhere really. :|

you are awesome man

last night was awesome! :)

i finished using the computer at around 10.i went into my room and stayed there being bored as ever.so i stayed in my room lying on my bed and listening to the speakers for about an hour,i was waiting for Carl's call but he didn't call. :| so i just lied there and stared at the ceiling.i texted Luis but didn't really expect a reply cause he didn't reply to my text messages for the whole day.i ended up sitting on the floor and just singing with the ipod.haha.it was 11 i think when luis gave me a miss call and then called me. :) i answered it of course and we talked all night.

he's such a fun guy to talk to and so nice. :) he kept apologizing for not replying cause he didn't have load to text me. :D he did that three times.haha.anywho it was fun.we just kept talking on and on.we called it a night at around 2:30 am.he was getting dizzy and he's the song leader(damn can he sing!) for their service this sunday,so he needs sleep.



but there's a weird catch to all of that.earlier that afternoon i took a bath.i was already combing my hair when i saw a strand of hair from my eyelashes.i took and wished that luis would call.you know you put the strand of hair in-between your thumb and index finger.so i guessed which finger it was on and i guessed it right.and low and behold he called that night!...

so weird!

a reason to dance around

classes are moved on the 15th!! yeah! :D

i feel asleep last night,or this morning rather,at 1 am without me changing into my pajamas and turning off the t.v. i woke up at 4 to turn off the t.v. and to change.i slept with the lights on. :D

so for the most part of the day i was on the computer doing nothing.at around 5 pm we(my aunt and 2 little cousins) went to rustan's to buy groceries.i picked out lots of food. :D

summer extension! :D

new things

so my sister went back to tacloban today.her flight was 6 something i think.it feels so weird now that's she's not around.it makes me feel like my time's up and that summer's really over.i don't like it that much. :|

so i arrived from baguio last sunday.i had fun with the camp and i got to know new friends.speaking of new friends i'm texting this guy from iloilo named Luis Salinas.he's a nice and sweet guy. :) plus i gained more new close friends here in cebu. :)

but i miss my friends back at home. :(

btw mary anne, andrew and i went to ayala today to hang out.other people were supposed to be there but they didn't show. :| oh well they're busy what can we do.after ayala i went to bethany church for BYF(bethany youth fellowship).i was almost late but thank God i was just in time.i was praying real hard in the cab on my way to church. XD

so for the most part of the day i was out.it was ok. :)

i'm not ready for school yet! :|