oh shit not again. :|

we're going through something again.

i don't want this.i don't want. :|

i'm scared of loosing you.i'm so scared.

fuck.i'm in deep.

joyce and the vitches invaded my home. :))

yeah they came over.we did our scrapbook for CWTS.

had to clean up a whole lot of crap after they left.

we tried to go on asylum 626.but we needed a webcam to play so never mind. :/

i was supposed to go with my dad to SM but i think he forgot that i was going with him.oh well.

downloaded a new anti-virus.my computer has been going haywire these past few days. :|

the year is almost over.damn.it's just going by so fast. O.O

Underworld movie marathon today! :D

spent the day at my aunt's house.

i borrowed a simpson's PC game that was given to my cousin. :P

i'm installing it later.

as soon as got on facebook i just fucking blew up.

god he's so annoying! >:|

why the fuck would he mind me geez can he just get a life and shit.MF!i don't need him spilling his gay tendencies all over me!FUCK!

if he thinks it's fucking stupid then he should just shut the fuck up geez! >:|

i talked to lou-anne tonight. :)

i miss her. :(

i miss you lou-anne!

:)

my christmas was better than i expected.

nothing special really happened but it just felt like a good christmas.

i haven't had a nice happy christmas in a while so this is a breath of fresh air. :)

you whispering in the phone just makes everything better. :)

my christmas money went down by a thousand bucks!

the rescission is to blame. :| :))

i wanna watch the grinch!not the jim carrey one.the old cartoon one!i miss it. :P

it's already the 24th.

man,time sure flies really fast these days.

it's 1.03 in the morning.

i'm gonna end up sleeping at 3 again.

my sister's feeling fine now.

going to my aunt's place later. :D

food. :> yummy food. :D

i wonder if i'll get anything for christmas.i doubt it. :/

i feel like my heads floating and a piece of cotton has been shoved in my ear.

http://www.formspring.me/shesingsoflove

i am so bored.

man i need to get a life.

i hate it when i miss you.

and i'm still kinda pissed at you because of what you said last night.

i don't feel christmas....at all. :|

i feel like i'm the grinch or something. :|

i want to be someone else today.or maybe forever.

we went to shangri-la last saturday.

as i expected it was a bore. :/ went back home on sunday.

my sister arrived last sunday.

she's sick.has tonsillitis and a fever.

she's a total vegetable at the moment.

poor kid.

i'm going to ayala today.meeting up with joyce and the others.we're gonna plan for our scrapbook in CWTS.

our MFing CWTS teacher surprised us with that project.she announced the project through text can you imagine that. :|

OMG.my heart just went all smoothered and melted when i saw a photo of you.i didn't know that could still happen to me.i always thought that i was past such feelings. :P

wow

most of the people i know are now taking what they love to do head-on.

they're making most out of their life by being good and awesome at something.

why am i not doing that?

why am i still the talentless sucky person that i am?

i wanna do something about this.

who doesn't want to be awesome right? :)

so MFng tired man. :|

gah!

procrastinated on my history mosaic plate last night.

i slept at 5am this morning.

i so regret procrastinating.seriously.

we had p.e. today.we were like tops turning around with our dance.

i thought i was gonna puke.i felt the food i ate earlier come up my throat. :))

felt like total crap when i got home. O.O

How I Met Your Mother mad me feel better. :))

got home around 8.

my aunt took me home.

we went to this dimsum place at the ayala terraces.

i wasn't as yummy as i thought it was.it tasted like dimsum break.and it was expensive. :/

i got a new book from Fully Booked.

Identical, is the title.it's by ellen hopkins.i've been eyeing that book at fully booked for a while. :))

i always check out her books when i get there.all of here writing's in poem form and intense teenage things. :)

i just re-realized something.my life is so boring. :))

i'm having diner at ayala with my aunt and cousins tonight.

i'm doing this cause my dad isn't here, idk where my grandfather is (i doubt he'd be home for dinner), my uncle my go somewhere.

i didn't do the mosaic yet. O.O

i'm waiting for inspiration to strike.

finished the 2nd volume of sandman last night.

it was awesome but i liked the first volume better for some reason.

the 2nd volume happened a year after the 1st volume.i am amazed by the connection of everything in sandman.writing something like that with so many connections would make you're head hurt like hell.Neil Gaiman amazes me in so many ways.

i'm listening to Forever The Sickest Kids.i miss their songs. :)

slept over faye's place on her birthday which was thursday. :)

it was awesome. :D

of course we didn't sleep early.what kind of sleep over would that be if we slept early. ;P

most of them got knocked out around 3 something after watching the orphan.

i slept at 5 something i guess.

we all slept on the floor. :))

we looked like things scattered all over the floor, in different positions. :)))

but it was all good, even if we had parts of our bodies that hurt after waking up. :P

went to school tonight, we were required to watch the christmas king and queen pageant thingy.

we didn't finish it.we went home around 9.

we went to the bathroom before leaving.i was peeing when they turned off the lights for fun.i screamed like crazy. :))))

had a burger from jollibee for dinner around 10.my dad picked me up from there.

my dad's not sleeping here tomorrow, he's going some place.

we don't have classes tomorrow but we're still going to school for a seminar.we're required to go because of CWTS.it's at 8.30 am - 12.30 pm. :/

i slept for the most part of the afternoon. :D

i still have a plate in history that i totally forgot about. o.o

we were about to go to asylum626.com and play but we got too chicken. :))))

i really want you to be here already.i don't know how much more i can stand the distance. :|

i like it when you make me feel like you're just all mine. :)

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i wonder, if ever you find this, would you still ask me if i love you?

i wanted to be angry at you until today.but i just can't bring myself to do that.i will always have a soft spot for you. :))

as well as chowder. :))

roxane and i are exchanging comments on facebook about cartoons. :))

i hope we finish the informational ad for AA on time. :x

faye's birthday's coming up. :D we're gonna have a sleepover. :>

i bought her....something. :D i wont tell.she might stumble on this. :))

i'm planning to save up for a D90.if it goes according to plan. :P


<------- this children is a portuguese man of war and it scares the shit out of me! O.O it looks so creepy!!!























anyhu.i have a pre-mid test on ReEd tomorrow and i didn't study yet. :D

roxane thinks that narwhals are scary.i don't think they are. :>

sea creatures scare the crap out of me. O.O

i just finished reading Love,Stargirl. :)

it made me feel better.

it made me feel happy. :)

i almost cried at the end.i felt happy for stargirl.

she's feels loved and the person she has been asking that love from was a thousand miles away and never gave her assurance that he loves her back for almost 2 years.in the end she got the assurance she needed and i felt happy for her.just so happy. :)

i don't wanna hear myself think right now.

i wanna drown out that tiny voice in my head.

it's making me feel more awkward than i already do.

it's just making me feel like shit.

my inside voice is such a bitch.

i just heard my first carolers for this year.

christmas is so on. :D

i just finished watching Ponyo today.

it was so cute! :D ponyo's so adorable. :D

i stayed at home for the rest of the afternoon today. :)

slept. :D

i talked to niña last night.started at 11 i think and ended at 3. :))

i want to be a child to day. :)