hahahahahaha :))

i haven't drawn my tree for freehand yet!!! O.O i hate drawing trees.

damn.i never knew you sing that good.my eyes ogle in wonder dude. :D

no wonder you take the band thing that serious. :)

gah!trees! O.O

finals next week.we have so many things to submit. :|

busy.

my arms hurt like hell. :| we did push ups and crunches yesterday at p.e.. :|

no p.e. tomorrow hora! :D

how do i draw leaves on trees???

i feel so randomly happy. :)

anak ng tupa at sibuyas.hulug kami han am finals/project ha philo. 3.6.inahan. :|

i hope my final grade is passing.

i talked to roxane earlier.i miss her. :(

lino's going to tacloban on the 24th.i wount get to see him. :((

we're doing our freehand tomorrow.we're gonna scout for some trees at the CAS building. :))

we've gots lots of things to do this week. O.O

it's 1.21 am and i didn't finish studying my oral defense in philo yet and i didn't study histo at all.over all i think i'm going to be screwed later.oh well.

why do i get pissed when he puts down the phone? i mean i should be happy that he talks to me.i shouldn't be demanding,i don't want to but i still end up demanding. :| i don't want him to get pissed at me sooner or later.he's right,i should be scared that he might get angry at me in the long run.i shouldn't act like this.i need an intervention! >.<

i hope our philo project goes fine.

i hope he won't get sick of me.

i hope i can be nicer to him.

i hope i don't freak out.

i hope i could be a better person.

his friend texted me the other day using his phone. :) his friend said nice things about him and what i presumed to be bro-love. :)) it translated to: he's an awesome guy and don't you dare hurt him. :))

MUUUUU....cow. :D we're cows. :))

i have a cold and i'm guessing that this will get worse when i wake up later. :|

cj asked me if i talked bad stuff about her.i said yes i did.i was being honest.she asked why too.i told her that she was selfish sometimes and not considerate too.we patched that up. :)

i need to get some sleep now. :)

oh sure fall asleep when we talk every night.that would just be wonderful.oh so freakin' wonderful. :|

busy busy busy.

pissed pissed pissed. :|

i am soooo pissed right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :|

geez man! if can't do what you say then just shut up!don't freakin' leave me hanging and freakin' waiting!!!!

fuck.

i feel sore all over. :|

i tried sleeping at 11 last night,but i couldn't.i turned 1 am and i still couldn't sleep. :|

good thing luis texted and called.we slept around 2.30 am. :)

scrapbook deadline was moved to monday!yehey! :D

but then there's a catch, we're gonna have a quiz on philo this friday. :/

madrama hin duru tam philo teacher. :| oh well.what can we do.

TC days starting tomorrow. :)

we're not gonna wear uniforms tomorrow and friday too. :D

a week more before me birthday. :)

my uncle just gave me a talk on why i shouldn't have a boyfriend. :))

he gave my cousin as an example.i didn't know my cousin was graduating high school this year.she doesn't have plans on going to college i guess.my uncle told me that she wanted to move out when she turns 18.which is next year. (she's in the states btw) i'm guessing she wants to be with her boyfriend which is very effd up if you ask me.idk why she got all that whacked out.there are a lot of boys out there, her boyfriend isn't the only one.

he'll do anything for you kid.he will. :)

p.e. sucks like hell! :\ right?right?

my body hurts. >.<

i would rather sit for 5 hours and draw than do p.e..

we finished 2 pages of our scrapbook today!woho. :D

thank God for the car getting fixed today. :)

i have an eraserheads fixation today.it brings back so much memories. :)

we had design this afternoon and karl played some eraserheads songs.almost everyone in the room were singing to them. :) it was so cool. :D

it felt like freehand not design earlier. :))

his world revolves around you dude. :D

anak ng tokwa! ...waray la.gusto ko la mgyakn hadto. :D

yehes! salamat God!nakatikang na kami tam scrapbook. :D

our scrapbook looks so cool. :)

mommy and daddy. :)

slept at 3 something this morning. :))

it was all good though. :)

whispers. O.O ... :))

sleeping late was worth it...hell yeah it was. :)

cheese bread. :3 i ate some this afternoon. :D

woke up at 11 this morning. :D

my dad bought me a box of Hello Panda yesterday! :D

got glue on my fingers today. :D

p.e. tomorrow. :|

:* hahaha :D

i feel so random today. :D

Oh say, wouldn't you like to be older and married with me :D

haven't been going online these past few days...such a miracle. O.O

busy babies we are man.busy.

i shall now rave about Final Fantasy: Advent Children :
anak ng baka!ang galing!it was the coolest thing i've ever seen!i freakin' love it!the scenes were just mind blowing! O.O it was AWESOME! and i will never get over it!never!

we watched final fantasy yesterday (saturday) we didn't have class in CWTS.

oh btw.we watched the complete and HD version. :D

so anywho i've been sleeping earlier than i used to.most of the time i sleep at 1 am. :D

had dinner at ayala last night with cathleen, patrick, jennica, jed, andrew, yroll and althea.

we just stayed at food choices until 9.we just sat there and talked the night away. :)

i got home around 9.30. slept at 11 last night such a change. :)

goodieness! :D wala lang.

she wants to be with you.do you really know that? :)

Final Fantasy! :D sige.tapos na ko. :)

everything is just awesome don't you think? :)

my uncle moved in with us yesterday.

i just saw lightning earlier.like the lines of electricity and light and everything!it was so cool! :D

i am needed.those three words are so much better than i love you. :)

busy busy busy.projects! O_O

the only thing i failed was filipino.i'm talking about the midterm grades. :|

it's all good man.all good. :)

nothing brought me down today.not even graphics! :D

i actually passed graphics! 2.6 :)

inspiration inspiration inspiration. :)

<3 gah!cheesy-ness! :))

crazy friends = a fun day! :)

Life is wonderful!yeah? :D

so CHEESY! :D

akalain mo na man!naging cheesy ako kagabi. :)) aba'y ewan! :)) basta masaya ako.yun na yun. :D

i bought a copy of The Host yesterday.after like how many months i finally got one. :D i just started last night. :)

everything is wonderful! don't you think. :D

and yes.we're the cheesiest people i now know. :)

the love! :)))

philo project philo project philo project philo project philo project philo project
PHILO PROJECT! inahan! O_O waray pa kami pagtikang.ohw no! 25 na ipapas. :|

me gats!clark is so cute! :)))) packer.d ako mabutang apilyidu.bngn niya isearch ha google it iya ngaran gumwas tak blog. :)))

:D

happiness man happiness. :*

it's ken's birthday tomorrow! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROXANE! :)

i love you man.

and i wish you were here. :|

i'll try to make you a mixed CD when i get home. :)

I LOVE YOU! :*

shit in general

shit always happen but then you never really expect certain kinds of shit to happen to you.

you end up being speechless and just saying shit, fuck and more swear words you never really knew.

you thought you've been through hell and back but then extreme shit happens to you and then you just get your thoughts all wrong and messed up.

you think that failing a subject was shit, well this is something bigger than that...

you can't do anything but just hope and pray that things would get better.

fuck.

reasons to make me happy :

• Lays salt and vinegar. :3
• what you did on stage for me. :)
  
• ice cream :D
• pancit canton. :]
• canday! :D
• Never Shout Never! <3
• you singing stuff by Never Shout Never. :)
• you thinking about the future. :3
• funny jokes. :D
• corny jokes. :))
• my friends here. :)
• my friends back home. :)
• my friends in the other islands. :)
• my friends from space. :D
• the reactions i get when i post shout outs/stat messages that make people think i'm in love. :))))
• the cold weather these pas few day. :D
• me feeling random! :D
• your voice when it's the last thing i hear before falling asleep. :)
• you not knowing i have this. :)))
• God and his wonderful love. :)
• my dad for giving me a phone and paying for my phone bills. :))
• my mom for not being nosy, i'm luckier than most girls that way. :D
• having 500 pesos left from my allowance last week.yehey! :D
• neon pink finger nails! :D
  

reasons that make me unhappy:

• nothing, because i am unstoppable! :D

....i'm so random. :)))

no classes today! :D

so i ended up getting out of bed around 11.

we didn't do our project in philosophy today.van woke up late and wasn't able to text everyone that we were supposed to meet up for the project.

i stayed at home the whole day.i was on the computer for the most part. :D

monochromatic art work.i need to do something monochromatic. O_O i still can't think of anything. :|

people from la salle are going home.i wanna go home too. :| wanna see you guys. :(

i can't wait to see the UST and tacloban people when sembreak comes. :D

but i really am not excited for finals.i'm scared like hell. :\

i keep remembering sir aspiras these past few days.i must miss him that bad. :)

Time After Time?not bad.an applause to you and what you did, you are just AWESOME. ;)

i can now soon hear the slapping and scratching. CAT FIGHT! :x

i should sleep early.*nod*

i didn't know The Reader was rated R.that explains it! O_O but the story was good.

neon pink finger nails babe! :D

i ate pancit canton today. :) btw, what's the english for pancit canton?

i'm almost out of conditioner. :O

i feel so random. :)

funny and sappy, i know, but...i think your IT, your the real deal man. :)

5 palang andito na ako sa bahay! :) and may i add it's a saturday. :D dito kasi kami gumawa ng project sa philo, kung saan ay wala rin kaming natapos. :))

so today was CWTS.sir threw at us crap loads of activities which sum up into one final activity. :| we're supposed to report, do a play, sing a song with coreography, and do a written report. :| damn. after class we went to ayala.we went to fully booked to get some ideas and then went to national bookstore to buys some stuff.

van didn't go with us yet since he had a get together to go to and told us he'll just catch up,though that didn't happen it was fine. so me, cj, loraine, jollybe and rose came to my place to get the philo project started.so ended up starting on the research of or project.we didn't start with the scrapbook design yet since van wasn't here and he mostly knew the sketches and the design.

so we pretty much had fun and didn't really do the project. :D but jolly finished the research though. :)


ate oroes, mr. chips, pillows and , rose and cj, got iba fruits from our backyard which i didn't know that were there.

i put nail polish on my finger nails.neon pink. :D

cj borrowed my paper back copy of Love In the Time of Cholera.

i tasted an iba fruit for the first time.it taste great! :D

yesterday: filipino midterms = 3.1 !
i freakin' failed my filipino midterms!that's average and not just the test.i failed!and i almost passed!! O_O

today: freehand drawing.
had still life.i was pretty much contented and happy with what i did.after class cj treated us pizza at alberto's. :)

i talked to abigail on the phone last night.we talked until 3 in the morning. :)) she's having problems with the course she took up.she wants to shift but then her mom doesn't want her to.but i would prefer that she would.it's not what she wants...oh and btw.she's coming to cebu this friday! :D

i will do better in filipino!i will!i started with my talumpati. :D i got a 75 over a hundred.that's not bad for an impromptu speech. ;)

oh!and i was also happy with my fundamental design plate last tuesday. :) all i'm hoping now is my teacher would be happy with it too.

i got a 1.7 on my freehand midterms plate.it's ok, considering it looked crappy and all that. :)

we now have a vision for our philo project!yehey! :D all we need to do now is get to work. :D

it's been two days since i went online. :D such a miracle. :P

cheap pizza is love. :3

i knida miss home and want to go back already. :]

now.i want to draw and eat ice cream. :3