so today was cool. :)

stayed at ayala for the most part of the day. :P

cj, kevin (lednio) and i had dimsum break for lunch. :D

talked there until 1.30.

walked around.

we saw reave, he ended up tagging along.

then we went to timezone, i loaded my card.

played a few games.

then we had karaoke! :D

so yeah karaoke was fun. :>

we ended up loosing 200 pesos in the process of that fun but then it was all worth it. :)

i also ended up having my throat hurt like hell and lose my voice. :))

i had a haircut today too. :D

it's so short! ><

like i mean short, shorter than the last haircut i had last time. O.O

idk if i can pull this off. :P

i can't even tie my hair! ><

idk.

you're not telling me things. :(

am i supposed to be angry, sad or just not make a big deal about it?

but then i just feel so bad.it makes me feel like i'm not that important. :|

and it just gets worse because i miss you so bad.

we haven't talked in a while and idk what's happening.

what is happening?

i want to know.

i don't care how bad it is, i just want to know, i just want to feel that you trust me. :(

today was....hmmm...

i don't know how to describe today. :))

today was fine.

and i feel optimistic and happy today. :)

it's nice. :)

btw me and gia planned to go to the gym. :))

she just randomly asked me earlier if i wanted to go.

so i agreed. :D

so she's going gym hunting this week. :P

and we already planned our gym sched earlier. :))

and i'm actually looking forward to that. :D

i noticed that i make it a habit to fall asleep before going online. :))

i feel extremely retarded right now. :))

this is because i didn't get enough sleep last night. ><

i basically slept at 3 am and woke up at 7 hence my feeling of trippy-ness. :))

i was just plain weird for the most part of the day. :))

gia, a classmate of mine in some of my classes, texts like roxane. :))

she reminds me of here. :)

it's either that or it's just i miss her too much. :(

btw.i'm watching charlie and the chocolate factory. :D

i so love willy wonka man. :)

midterms week is officially over baby! :D

but we still have a midterms test next week for graphics.

graphics was bloody today.

i couldn't form the freakin figure we were supposed to make. :/

i thank God for cj being there to help me. :>

thank you ceejea. :D

i had to sit near the hallway where i was in front of the other class. :|

i will never sit there ever again.it was awkward.very. O.O

i hate it when people stare at me. :|

today was never what i expected it to be really.

i went to faye at talamban around one.

went to Lighthouse.since here family was there.

went to ayala.bought sanuks, they're not shoes they're sandals. :)) :>

they're extremely comfy btw.i love them. :D

went back home to get faye's costume that i was supposed to bring and give her in the first place. :))

went back to ayala.gave it to her.

went to starbucks.had coffee with myself.

saw angeli there.talked to her a bit.

went to fully booked.looked at some books.

saw arjay.talked to him while i was waiting in line for a taxi.

so basically i didn't get any school work done today.which makes me kinda screwed because i was supposed to finish my plate already.which is due on wednesday btw. :/

no i shall study.i'll be having my midterms exam in design fundamentals tomorrow. :|

today is sinulog.

and today was just extremely boring.

i just stayed at home.

stayed in front of the computer.

studied a bit.

looked for pictures for my histo plate.i never found a good photo.

talked with luis. :)

had butterflies and had my heart jump around like crazy. :)

*sigh* :)

i find myself doing love sick sighing these days. :))

i'm listening to Incubus.i miss their awesomeness. :D

barricaded today.

i'm so tired.

i ate dinner at ayala.

i got home around 10 because there was a long line for the taxi. :/

dead tired. :|

it's cold to day.brrrr.

but i like the cold. :)

head splitting MFing graphics.

but i was happy with my plate today.i formed a chair and table by myself. :D

i'm so proud of myself.oh yeah. :>

got caught in the freakin' rain today on my way home.

i was with jollybe and rosalie which made it fun. :D

barricade duty for the sinulog procession tomorrow. :/

i was supposed to go to a sleepover today.but i got too tired to go.

btw.

it was the first time i saw our freehand teacher pissed.

and man was it scary. O.O

he got angry because only a few people brought their drawing boards.

scary man scary. O.O

it's cold today.

the cold is awesome. :>

i got my new phone free from sun. :D

it's a nokia 2700.it's awesome for a free phone from sun. :D

it's friday tomorrow. :)

just thinking if him makes my heart sink so deep. :) <3

oh yes!there was the reaction that i wanted! :)

bahaha me be evil. ;)

:D

happy. :)

paranoid. O.O

oh yeah.

random.

very. :>

i did something mean.

well sorta kinda mean.

but i said sorry afterward.

i'm nervous about tomorrow. :S

i think i'm hungry but i don't wanna eat. :))

i miss you. :(

you just made me feel unimportant.

thank you very much.

:|

OMG.well this has never happened before. O.O

it's going to be weird in class the next time i see you man.

gah!i didn't submit my plate in history. :(

shit.i'm regretting it now.oh conscience stop punishing me! >.<

anywho.plate in design fundamentals. :/

we're so busy this week. *sigh*

sinulog's this week. :D

were gonna barricade for the procession on saturday.oh the torture. :|

bah.must go away now. :)

i've been forgetting to blog these past few days. :P

yesterday was fun. :)

after CWTS he hanged out at the engineering cafeteria with rosalie, jollybe, paulette and althea.

althea and i went to ayala after that.we waited for faye and jad.

we went to SM after faye and jad arrived.

i had my first flame it burger with them.it was heaven! :>

we took pictures there since i was feeling vain and all that. :))

yroll caught up with us.we waited for him to finish eating.

after that we walked around.

i bought a new bag and yroll bought a belt.

we watched alvin and the chipmunks two. :)

it was nice, good clean fun. :)

we ate at mcdonald's.i had a oreo fudge sunday. :>

said our goodbyes.

i got the starbuck planner from starbucks before heading home.

waited for a taxi for more than 30 mins because there were no cabs. :/

that was yesterday.

today was a bore.

i tried doing my plate.i was supposed to finish it today buuuut i felt sleepy soo... :D

i'm now not done yet.i haven't even finished inking it and i haven't colored it in yet. :P

so yeah.i always find myself blogging at inappropriate moments.

btw. i am so in-love with Sylvia Plath's woroks.damn. O.O she is epically awesome.

here's one of my favorite poems from her. :)

Mad Girl's Love Song

by Sylvia Plath

"I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead;
I lift my lids and all is born again.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

The stars go waltzing out in blue and red,
And arbitrary blackness gallops in:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I dreamed that you bewitched me into bed
And sung me moon-struck, kissed me quite insane.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

God topples from the sky, hell's fires fade:
Exit seraphim and Satan's men:
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.

I fancied you'd return the way you said,
But I grow old and I forget your name.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)

I should have loved a thunderbird instead;
At least when spring comes they roar back again.
I shut my eyes and all the world drops dead.
(I think I made you up inside my head.)"

april 5-9 :*

CBDTI.i'm going. :)

and before that guam...i wonder how i'm gonna pack. O.O

i just read something about Cobra Starship live in manila at ayala malls. O.O

the shivers are getting worse.but i don't mind.they're beautiful. :)

January 5, 2010 held the best early morning of my crappy life so far. :)

i would like to consider it as a post christmas gift. :)

everything just went on smoothly than ever.i've never had such a smooth sailing conversation with you in a while and i loved every minuet of it.swear. :)

it was only three hours but it paid for the three day bash and thinking sessions about each other. :)

and not to mention the 2 day tear fest.

that conversation just made everything better.

it made me more positive than ever.

oh dear i think i wouldn't like it if you went away.
oh dear no!i wouldn't know how to live with that.
oh no.i won't.

:)