what a disaster!

ate left over lasagna today even though there was spaghetti on the table.i woke up at 8 feeling groggy and feeling like i have a cold.i got a cold from last night.damn!

yesterDAY was fine.i went to school thinking there was an orientation,when we got there it was rescheduled.that was annoying.i picked up my uniform.dude!our uniform's so hot!i mean hot in a temperature way not the other hot.Althea and i met up with Patrick,Lemuel,Julia,Chantel, and Cathleen.Julia,Chantel,Althea and i went to our building(which is on top of a hill) by the means of our feet and it was hell!i will never try that ever again!anywho,we roamed around our building after the roaming we went down the hill and then just sat at the benches by the entrance of the main building.while sitting there we talked and called up patrick to know where they were.when we got all rounded up we decided to go to ayala and chill there.so we went roamed around.Cathleen,Julia and Chantel baught candy from ajiichiban and realized that they got ripped off.we roamed around some more and went home.i was supposed to ride a jeep but Lemuel and i couldn't find where the jeeps were so we ended up riding a taxi. :D

that part of my day was fine the other part of my day was just so wrong.

Luis called last night around 8 we talked and i was cool.i found out he's their school's new student council president and that he's also in their basketball varsity.he could be what you call the envisioned "perfect guy".these are the reasons why: he can sing,he can play guitar,he's an honor student,he's a nice guy,he's in the basketball varsity,he's the school president,he's a song writer,he's a poet,he skateboards and he's cute.he's like a guy from a movie or something...so we talked and he had to end the conversation because he had school today.i was like 10 something.i kinda felt sad and all,since i was alone and bored but i said bye.after a few minuets of just staring at the speakers and singing a little.my aunt came in my room and told me,just told me to lower the speakers.she left and after that i cried.i really cried and don't know why. :| i texted Luis cause...i don't know.he's the only person i have freshly made contact with i guess. so he texted me,saying i should call.i didn't i just replied.he replied again and it just made me feel worse(and as stupid as i am,i had to tell him that),and then he replied again and i didn't...i was so pathetic and mean to him.i am so pathetic and evil.and i so suck.i texted an apology when i woke up.what is wrong with me!

could anyone just open the ground and let me fall in it?