Which is Which. . .

It feels so good when you don't have a crush on someone. You just feel so free! you won't have to feel that awkward feeling when he's around. You won't feel the crushing pain when you find out that your beloved infatuation has his own beloved. And what else, the pain of failure and rejection. But with out these "inspirations" and feelings, you feel more happy, complete, energetic and care free. Everything is just perfect, but these feelings make you feel good and happy and gleeful. Yet the more you feel these things the more you fall further, the harder to get out of it and the more painful it just gets.

But why do we still fall in love? Even if we already know were just going to end up in tears. It's so ironic every time you would tell yourself that 'I WILL GET OVER HIM.' then every time you get a chance to look or even just have a glance of him you go crazy. It's just so weird. . .

If it was you which would you choose to be in love or to be out of love?? every things just a blur. . .I can't define which is which anymore. . .