Friday, July 6, 2007

The Wierd and the Wonderful??

OK . . . I just did the weirdest thing. . . I just opened up to my former crush. . . I told him about my life. I just felt like opening up. I just need someone to talk to and I felt that i had to talk to someone. It was just timing that we had a chance to chat and all that on the net. I was weird coz' we aren't actually close and all that. He just read and didn't say anything. Maybe he couldn't find the right words to say , or just maybe he was shocked and all that. It was totally weird. I'm not saying that I don't trust my friends. I just told him coz' my heart really felt heavy , I had no one else to talk to , I just needed to let my frustrations out and i know that he wouldn't really be affected coz' we aren't close. . .but he was OK. magaan an feeling after telling him everything you hide from everyone. It just felt good and all that.

He didn't stop me he just read everything I typed. And now this incident made me wonder maybe he isn't that arrogant at all. . .I hope he doesn't tell. . .

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