Cough. . .

Every time I cough I remember being a little kid. . .I don't know why but I just do. . .It's weird but actually nice. . .I like it except the whole phlegm sticking in your lungs part. . .

I can remember how my mom would get hysterical when I would get a cough when I was little(and she still does). . .How I would swallow the phlegm when ever it goes up my mouth. . .and my mom would scold me for that. . .haha. . .I didn't like it, being a kid. . .pressure was always on me and how most of the stuff I believed in just got swiped away. . .but now I just want to be a kid. . .to run away from everything. . .I want to go back and change everything. . .I want to go back and stay innocent. . .I want to go back and stay that way. . .

But I can't. . .all I can do now is just cough and remember how things were. . .