She likes a certain he that well I sort of like. . .This is sooooo wrong...The she is a good friend of mine. . .and I don't want something happen to our friendship...But it sort of hurts coz' you know that he likes She better than me(i think). . .This isn't good...I want it to stop...not the whole She like He part but the I like He part. . .I'm not happy about it...I didn't want this felling even before she told me. . .I didn't want to get hurt. . .and now I did...I try to pretend not to like...I try to pretend that I don't enjoy looking at him...I try to pretend that my heart doesn't beat that fast when he's around...I try to pretend that I don't try to look he's way...This is frustrating! goddemit! I hate this felling. . .
I want every butterfly to go away!