Saturday, August 11, 2007

I want it to end now!!

I'm sick and tired about the whole teenage emotional stage of the whole effin' city. . .I mean come on they haven't even experienced any tragic things in there lives...They haven't seen death right up there noses...They haven't been in a broken un-fixable family...and still they act that way. . .they act so emotional, so depressed, so sad and so hopeless...They slit there wrists to gain the comments of being so cool...COOL! how stupid!They pretend to die and wither inside but the truth is there just bored w/ there lives and want to make a statement and all that crap...If you were in just one of those situations you wouldn't even last 5 min...you wouldn't like it trust me am in one of the most messy situations in my life since 2nd grade and I just want to run away from it. I want a different life...I've always have...I've always been envious of kids who have happy families...and you wouldn't want that feeling...

These people try to pretend that they have deep dark secrets that would make other people pity them...hiding something is heavier than a rock...I've hid every problem I have coz' plainly I don't want anyone to worry or other people to notice me or even feel sorry for me...and here you are bombarding your angst and spreading it all over the place. . .coz' well it's COOL!

I want to end my angst;not just mine but every teenager's pain too, to end the labeling, to end the lies, to end the pain, to end the sadness, to heal the scars and to just feel happy about what we teenagers have, to be contented and to make the most of every minute of our lives....we can never be teenagers ever again....it's a once in a life time chance...

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